I love being loved by my friends

[Dez]: How are things with prince charming? ;)

[Me]: He is not looking to get in a relationship until he organizes his life & over his concusion. But we are gonna hang out as friends.

I'm just gonna assume it'll never be a relationship so I don't end up disappointed, cuz right now I feel like a heaping pile of dung, the best metaphor of my life

[Dez]: Im so sorry.. :/ He obviously doesnt deserve you. You are such a gorgeous person inside and out, you are so fun to spend time with, you have the greatest personality out of anyone I've ever met. Not to mention youre not just sexy, but manage to be ridiculously gorgeous all at once. You deserve literally the best. So I say, fuck him, not worth your time.

Thoughts on my love life

The Past 2 Days

To my friends Brian & Larissa:

Thank you for being outstanding friends and helping me slow down my over-analytic mind. Both of you are genuinely thoughtful people and never stop seeing the best in me.

For all the times I have come to you in tears over silly little things or serious troubles you have helped me pick up the pieces, calmed me down, and reminded me of the positive spins to each conflict.

Thank you for each of your contributions towards reminding me it's ok to open up my heart again & that everyone goes crazy in these types of instances. I'm taking chances and even if things don't turn out the way I hope for I know you're both there to let me know I can keep on keepin' on.

I love you both! Never stop being fantastic, bright individuals.